i hate assignment based qualification. i have to do 36 assignments in one year and they aint easy. i get so bored but we never get to do practicle work. i can't seem to concentrate i think i smoke to much pot but it relieves my stress. i don't know i think i'm going to drop out of college.

i have such a big problem with modern music. yeh i do listen to some modern bands but there is just too much shit that isn't even made using instruments. i have been playing instruments since i was 7 thats 10 years. they think that because technology is moving on that music has to be made on a computer! i mean yeh it may be to some peoples taste but there are still people out there who just prefere to listen to truely talented people. nowadays you don't even have to be able to sing because they can change it on the computer. when my mum was little even pop music was made with decent instruments what has happened? i just think people have got lazy has technology has got better but thats just my opinion.

have you ever been stoned and you can't stop talking. no matter whether it makes sense or not you just can't help yourself. well i'm sat in college and i'm stoned and on my own so i thought i leave you something to read. i was meant to finish college 2 weeks ago but i'm still stuck here. i have assignments to do and if they are not finished by the end of this week i get kicked out of college and probably home and to make matters worse i recently got sacked from work for refusing to take my piercings out. i wouldn't mind but they could of at least let me leave them in while they were healing but no! they sack me! i'm a student not a millionaire. oh well i'll find another job soon.